30.7.10

inspirated

"matikan mata, nyalakan hati"
fahd djibran

sebenarnya, jalan yang ada didepan kita itu, mungkin hanya sebuah manipulasi, bukan yang tebaik.
tapi karena kita tidak terlatih melihat yang tersembunyi, kita hanya bisa menikmati yang tersedia.
ketika kita berusaha melihat jalan itu dengan hati, dan kita percaya akan suara hati, kita akan berada di jalan yang benar, walaupun mungkin lebih sulit,
tapi kemungkinan itu yang terbaik

"semakin saya kehilangan kamu, semakin saya tau bahwa kamu berusaha melupakan saya"

barry likumahuwa - mau dibawa kemana(armada)

25.7.10

want

saya mau nabung biar saya bisa beli
lomography pop9!!

21.7.10

"lo harus ngebiarin diri lo ngelakuin apa yang lo mau, karena ini hidup lo, dan sebenernya semua yang lo tahan tahan buat kebaikan orang itu, malah ngecewain"

16.7.10

going 5

"People who really love each other don't have secrets" -The Good Shepherd
"Forgive me, I'm blowing your mind." -Vanilla Sky
"Everybody just pretend to be normal." -Little Miss Sunshine

"No matter what happens, we'll all stay together." -2012
"All these years, all these memories, there was you." -The Fountain
"I want to see you. Let me see you. Just stay. Just stay until I fall asleep." -City of Angels
" Love is not a feeling. It's an ability." -Dan in Real Life


this is all about you. xoxo we're going 5!

12.7.10

miss you make me have a freak dream,
and i want it more and more
everytime if i need you
i hurt my self
and it makes me feel better

7.7.10

hari ini
rasanya lebih dingin
rasanya lebih sepi
rasanya, aku butuh orang lain

6.7.10

tonight

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much


Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you

I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here


I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you

I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you

I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

tonight-fm static

fool

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why im
wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

5.7.10

beareth, believeth, hopeth, endureth

"beareth, believeth, hopeth, endureth all things"

gue mau jadi orang yang kuat karena gue ngertiin orang lain. gue mau ngertiin orang lain bukan karena terpaksa, karena emang gue mau. gue mau ngertiin orang lain dengan sabar. dan gue mau percaya sama orang, karena gue dipercaya dan kalo gue mulai kenal orang dari gak percaya, gue gak akan tau apa apa. dan gue gak akan kemanamana.

kalo memang mengerti, sabar, percaya, kenal, dan diberi itu sebuah 'pemberian', gue gamau nyianyiain itu.seengaknya gue mau berusaha gak nyianyiain itu.





you've got mine

There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart
Through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come down

copeland-coffe

3.7.10

the art of pretending :')









despicable me

maaf,kadang

apa gue salah men"iya"kan maaf lo? soalnya lo gak berubah sama sekali.
lo minta gue biar kasih tau kapan lo salah. emangnya gue malaikat lo nolongin tiap saat?
lo bilang gue bukan cuma jembatan. gue jalan.gue cahaya. gue kakinya.
what does it mean? it's mean bullshit?
hmmmm, honestly, saya gamau baikin kamu. karena sepertinya kamu yang butuh saya.
dan kenapa kalo kamu yang butuh saya, saya yang menunggu kamu?
dan, kamu tidak berlaku seperti 'butuh' jadi, kalau saya tinggalkan kamu gapapa dong?

kadang jelek
kadang tetep jelek
kadang sangat jelek
kadang minta diperhatiin
kadang minta dikejar
kadang minta ditabok
kadang minta dimusuhin
kadang sangat perhatian

dan kadang, saya tau saya gabutuh kamu lagi