satu tahun yang lalu,

apabila kamu bisa mengatakannya lebih cepat, apabila kamu tidak takut membuat komitmen, apabila keraguanmu akan aku cepat pudar, apabila kamu tahu kalo aku terpaku padamu, apabila kamu tau seberapa tersiksa aku saat menunggumu, aku sudah menjadi milikmu.

tapi sayangnya,

tahun ini,karena kamu tidak menunjukan niatmu padaku lagi, karena kamu seakan menghilang tapi tetap tidak melepaskan aku, karena buatku kamu terlalu jauh untuk diraih, karena kamu tak pernah pasti, aku sudah jadi miliknya :)

terimakasih untuk keterlambatan dan ketidakpastiannya, terimakasihberhasil tanpa sadar membuatku melupakan kamu, dan jatuh untuk dirinya :)

je t'aime 19

i love you nineteen.

thankyou for that 365 days we've been already past.

i still want you here for the next 365+365+365+365+365 days more.

please be there, still in love with me :)

its that wrong? if i keep something i love, and i don't wanna share it with anybody?.

i don't wanna share it because i cant got those thing, like that twice. only one chance in life.got it?

like seriously, should i do algebra like everyday? :s

valentine's!

happy valentines day people!

mungkin valentine identik sama cinta-cintaan, tapi engga buat #tarakanitalima. tadi kita rayain dengan coklat yang enak banget yang dikasih sama tivavelve dan 2013 :)

dan ini #cumaditarlim!

love you all! :D

why lie?

i got this from my mother

"kalo orang yang kamu sayang aja bohongin kamu, kamu mau percaya siapa?"
pathetic but true, lie is the best way to say ' i love you'

kenapa bohong?
biar omongan kita cepat selesai?
karena ada sesuatu?
atau, karena itu gapenting buat kamu?

be(lie)ve.

19

lucky to have you dear :)love.

this is a song for you

I remember the day you first told me that
I was the man that had your heart
From that day forth I knew that nothing would
Even come and tear us apart

So then people try to warn me about you
Said that I should never trust you
But so stupid me I didn't listen then
I let myself go fall in love with you

(What happened to us)
You were supposed to be my future
But do I really have to take it right back
(Are you really in love)
Or was I just a game to prove to yourself
You could get me

You're more beautiful than anything in this world
More precious than the rarest diamond or pearl
And even though we didn't work out together
You're still my sunset

And I know that you and I are two worlds apart
But you'll always be the one to have my heart
I'm gonna love you for now and forever
Cause you're my sunset

Your innocent smile used to drive me wild
Even though you ain't innocent at all
And now I feel so stupid cause I'm the only man
That ever loved you even with all your flaws

Even your best friend questioned why
I still wanted to be with you after knowing your past
But she didn't understand in knowing your past
Was why I thought we could past

(What happened to us)
We had something special but
Was I not good enough for you
(Are you really in love)
Catch some flowers fly because without even trying
I still ended up hurting you and I'm sorry

You're more beautiful than anything in this world
More precious than the rarest diamond or pearl
And even though we didn't work out together
You're still my sunset

And I know that you and I are two worlds apart
But you'll always be the one to have my heart
I'm gonna love you for now and forever
Cause you're my sunset

Maybe one day we'll end up talking again
Maybe one day we'll go back to being just friends
Promise to love you baby till my life ends
Cause you're my sunset

No matter what happened between me and you
I'll always be the man that you could run to
I loved you then I love you now and forever
Cause you're my sunset

this is a song for 'you'